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krossero ([personal profile] krossero) wrote2009-03-05 10:36 pm
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AAAARRRRRRRGGGH!!!!


Jeeezus!  My dad hasn't given me a guilt trip this rough for a *long* time.  Really driving the stake in, here.  Agh!  He's just so....GRRRR!

*can't even put thoughts down coherently, leaving now to slam head repeatedly against wall*

bastard bastard bastard bastard!

[identity profile] krossero.livejournal.com 2009-03-06 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
I'm actually remarkably good at forgetting these things. Sorta have to be. By the morning, I'll only feel a bit peeved. It's actually a little annoying that I can't hold onto even a scrap of righteous anger, but I don't do confrontations well.

[identity profile] betagoddess.livejournal.com 2009-03-06 04:41 am (UTC)(link)

You're probably a lot less stressed that way. I learned by the time I was in the thirties that my Dad was never going to change, but I could change the way I reacted to him so I did and it was an immense help.

Good luck!

[identity profile] krossero.livejournal.com 2009-03-06 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I do think that in the long run, it's better and healthier for me to not be able to hold onto my anger, much better than bottling it up like I used to.

You're right; sometimes people just don't change. I'm afraid that my dad might be one of those people who never does.

Thanks for your advice. It's always a help to hear from others who know what I'm going through.

*smooches*