Today was...an experience. On the bus to school this morning, I started to fiddle around with the idea of asking for help for myself. Just started to think about it, is all. I certainly didn't expect to actually follow through with it. And what I REALLY didn't expect is that when I couldn't talk to the woman I know and rather like, I didn't back down, but tried again, with another woman whom I happen to *really* not like at all. So, yeah, today I actually gave in and asked for help. Now, this is sort of kind of really a major deal for me, considering the fact that just two years ago I was dragged kicking and screaming to do what I just VOLUNTEERED myself for. And I think it's gonna work out. I spent about an hour talking to the school counselor, a new one (to me, at least) and I can actually see myself following through with this. And the best part? It's FREE. We're just going through the school, not the company she works for, like the last time when I *had* to do it.
Oh, wait. Did I say *that* was the best part? Maybe not, because MY PARENTS DON'T EVEN KNOW. Yes, I think that is definitely a major contender for the position of Best Things About Me Going Into Therapy.
Hee, my new therapist told me that I am a perfect candidate for therapy. She kept reiterating that I shouldn't be offended by that. Sadly, I was somewhat thrilled. Yay me!
And it was HOT today. It's April, not July! (Just so you're not confused, Oh Great Ones That Control The Weather)
All in all, things are starting to look up.
*smooches to all*